I didn?t feel very well yesterday. It started that I almost had to puke in the morning. I?m not buying anymore lemons. I am going to quit. I have fat burner pill now. And aargh, then I had some fucking migraine again. I felt dizzy, like puking stomach ache, headache like people squeezing in my brain, neck ache, light and noise phobia and a very difficult time viewing everything blurred. I get this all the time when I have migraine. Hell is a pretty nice place compared to it.
I have noticed my disease progressing again. I have very much arm strength, that?s not it, but my balance seems To be worsening again. When I think that my balance has become so bad that it can?t worsen anymore, it still finds ways to worsen anyway. For example, I can pick up my black panther (my cat) is rather a heavy weight, but I can pick him up. When he and I wan to catch him, I lose my balance because of the heavy weight, and I fall with him on the floor. Seriously. Lifting something heavy with my hands far from my body, gets me out of balance, because I rather am a light weight. Aargh, I just hate it.
My hand-eye coordination isn?t very good either. I can still type, nothing?s wrong.
I?m so tired and fatigued. I wonder if any medication against chronic fatigue exists on the market, or I just should go on with energy boosters like guarana.
I hope people liked my long prologue, I?ll try to post a part of the first chapter tonight, but I don?t know what hour I?ll be back.