Here we go. I have started my memoir blog: The Balancing Escribitionist: A Memoir. The blog is posted in the on writing section. I have already posted about my expectances I?m editing the prologue a bit and then I will post it.
Of course I?ll keep on writing in my journal, I couldn?t not. By the way, I?m too paranoia not to write in it. But, you know, I?m just such a difficult person. I am so well-organized that I can only focus on one thing sometimes. So, I guess I?ll have dilemmas all the time. Damn, I hate dilemmas. I?m babbling lolz.
I have felt so caffeinated today, now I?m tired. I got up rather early, maybe it?s that.
I used to hear my alarm clock easily when I say that I?m going to close my eyes for ten more minutes. I used to not fall asleep again. Certainly not for two hours. It is this sedation, or am I just tired? So tired.
Tomorrow afternoon I?m going to my parents? home. I?m a bit scared. I don?t know why. I?m always scared. I?m like always paranoia. I think people are going to find out certain things about me. Like I?ve got some dark past. I am stupid, I know. Because, I know there is nothing to be found out, except for a few things that would only embarrass me.
My paranoia is unlimited.
And, please, I don?t want to see my ex-ex-boyfriend on my way (the one that his family almost got me sued). I?d plain die. I never want to see them again, I don?t want to freeze like I did last year!