He loves me. I believe it. Time and again. He hurts me. Time and again. I am angry with him. Time and again. I still believe that he loves me. Time and again. I am sick of it. Time and again. I believe him. Time and again. I make the same mistake. Time and again. I never learn. Time and again.
Him and his promises. I should be more careful and I know it. It?s never near my intentions to trust him in that way. But when someone fleets upon my emotions with me, I can?t help getting co-dependent on that someone.
He promised me to be there for me. He is never ever there for me. He promised to help me out with my computer, programming it and so on, but he doesn?t even reply my text messages.
I am so angry, he knows my computer means everything to me.
I love him
He loves me.
Where is he goddammned?
I am so stressed out!
Bart!

By the way, lots of people are behind my idea of me entering the Miss Internet elections. It seems Belgium has no separate elections anymore. Anyone an idea how and where I can subscribe for Miss Internet World?