Where have I been the past few days? I?ve been in sedative nation. I?ve been constantly dozing off. I can?t stand it, but I?m too fatigued to fight it. Haven?t got the strength to tell I can?t have it anymore. I?m too numb to feel, I find that awful. I feel dead, because I live on feelings. I have a constant headache, luckily it?s not as bad as a migraine, but still, it gets me dons. This fatigue is overwhelming, it?s unbearable. It disables me to think, talk, even meow. I?m even to tired to lift my arm, to get a drink, etc.; aargh, I?m so thirsty.
I can?t write when I can?t think.
I took some Guarana, I hope I?ll be awake soon.