I had a good night and thought all of my comments through, they were really lovely.
I am going to inform a bit later (I know an author in the same situation as me, not personal though) if there isn?t any way I could get an ISBN because I?d like to sell it in bookstore (online as well as offline) without it affecting my allowance (too much). Perhaps it?ll be less difficult if I save enough money at first (not that I?m after money, but I have to get by).
I have a French translator, I?ll do the Dutch translation myself and Johan will probably translate it in Spanish, so I really need an ISBN.
I already got some 30 paged structured notes, 750 journal entries, and some notes at random. I?m going to ask my dad about our past (I hope he?ll tell me), I got lots of letters I wrote in my younger days and I have my memories. I?m also going to go to a hypnotherapist, I?ve got the craziest thing in mind: I want to know if I have balance under hypnosis lolz, and I also want to track back my suppressed past because I?m writing all of my life.
I will try to go writing each day a bit, but only within a week orzo. When I have my laptop things will be easier, I can?t write by hand, but then I can take my laptop in my bed and other places. I?ll try to work a little more unstructured, lolz, because I know that?s the best way. I?d by a palm for in bed but it?s not easy to type. Viva laptops! Hallelujah!
I am not ashamed, but still, I?m a bit afraid of my mum?s reaction.
I have to do it, and I?m going to make it happen.