How co-dependent I?m becoming on my own personae! I?m so addicted to myself, it?s not normal, it?s really sick. And it?s annoying me big time today. But it?s so okay. I love what I hate about myself. But it?s frustrates m today, because perhaps I love to be frustrated. I don?t know. Not today anyway. I?m irritated, and most of the time, like now, I don?t really like having that sensation.
And I don?t really know why I?m feeling this way today. I probably could figure it out, but I don?t want to. Or actually I do, but I?m feeling so sick of myself today. I?ve sometimes really had it with myself. I can be such a source of frustration. I really wish I could just back off sometimes. Goodness, I just need a moment of peace, is that really so much I?m asking for?