I need sleep. Really. I?ve slept too little this week. I look very, very tired as well. Perhaps I should also eat more, but I am simply never hungry. I eat breakfast just because I need to eat something. I don?t eat lunch, or dinner, because I?m busy and not hungry. I am feeling this fatigue again and it has its consequences on my disease, but I?m not going to sleep my life through, just because I happen to have this disease.
I have almost no physical balance, but it?s hard for normal (well?) to comprehend because, balance for them is something self-evident (don?t feel offended, but I know that?s always the case). I am, going to give you an exercise to illustrate how you come bit closer to understanding what this balancing problem feels like. Now, put on high heel should or try using your bare foot. Stand on your left leg and use this to do anything for half an hour at least (when you left Blogit of course). Some are good at it, others aren?t, but I hope this illustrates my point. It is alike for this disease of mine, only much much worse, I even have no balance enough to sit without leaning or to stand on two feet (it?s genetic, it has to do with the cerebellum, not with my ears). Of course I?m more complicated than this, there are accessory problems I have.
This is what my title is about: The Balancing (physically as well as emotionally) Escribitionist.