The cat?s all crazy over again. This morning he attempted jumping. In the water of course. It?s very very weird. It?s not that warm over here, I mean that it has been a lot hotter before. It?s his first summer in an apartment though. He?s black and sometimes lies baking on the terrace. Is it possible for a cat to have sunstroke?

I?ve been trying to figure out what?s going on with my mind, the whole day long. I haven?t come up with an answer so far. I feel so confused, so in love but so distant and all at the same time. I keep having dreams/visions, good ones, bad ones and perhaps I should just give up thinking about things where I have no say in anyway. But that?s so hard to do. I am so sedated, fatigued and when I close my eyes, I see things, my mind goes visual.