If there is one thing I love, it is a massage. So, if you’d like to pamper me, you can just give me a massage. But do be aware, when you’re beginning, I never say stop. I always say to go on, because I really enjoy touch. Really, what would we be when we didn’t have any touch and feeling. I realize this can be pretty painful for the persons who don’t have the sense of feeling. But I am a person who couldn’t miss that.
There are people out there who enjoy the rush of adrenaline. I do enjoy that too, but to some extent only. I do enjoy a lot more the rush of endorphins. I love the sound of the word endorphin. I have got a real big passion for it. I even admire it. Touch me baby. Touch is something that brings our endorphins in motion. I love to be touched. I love someone touching me without really touching me, just going with their hand over my body’s hairs and giving me chicken pocks.
When I was younger I used to feel embarrassed to let myself go. It was difficult for me to be able to fully relax and enjoy the sense of touch. This was mainly because I am a control-freak. This is still the case, but now I have got less problems with it because I think any way of letting yourself go is self-aware time. Self-aware time is an equivalent to the nature of a control-freak.
Since a while I am able to enjoy touch, by means of massaging, with closed eyes. I’m able to relax every single muscle in my body upon command. I am almost able to fantasize about it. This means I love meditation.
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