Does anyone freak out when they see someone, without any reason? I’ve been wanting to say this for years, because I didn’t want to make a fool of myself. But heck…

See, this person paralyses my mind and body entirely, only by sight even. And the reason for it leaves me right in the dark. I remember being crazy over that person, wanting to go nowhere but there. But it seems, to my memory, llke of a sudden, that person gave me the creeps. That sudden moment must be the reason, but it’s a total black-out really.

I remember I once got kind of critiscized by him. The result was that I felt absolutely embarrassed by the remark. That person was drunk, so I guess that explains the behavior. I never wanted to be alone together again.

I remember this day I was looking at pictures. That person was on of them, but I didn’t recognize him, or at least I recall calling the wrong name. I don’t know why, but I started getting scared right there, at that particular moment.Still, when we meet, I panic and I drop everything I am doing, how silly some things even seem.