lost in this world

by Jody Donnelly @ Saturday, August 6, 2005 17:09 | ˜

It seems so silly and useless why people want to live their lives. They think they want to achieve something, but the truth is they are never going to achieve anything. Everybody dies. Why would you do an effort to stay alive? why finding a job, why paying your bills, why wasting your love on anyone?

I wonder what it’s all worth. I wonder why you can’t refuse to be born in the first place.

Life has become so predictable on me. I’m bored. I don’t know what I am doing anymore, I’m not sure I mean anything anymore. This life is pathetic. I want more, I need more. Life is too superficial.

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1 AlterMind on August 8, 2005 2:24
Nah, it’s neither useless nor silly. It ain’t because you’ll eventually die that living isn’t worth and that many things can’t be achieved ! Of course, if your goal is remaining immortal –which is a compelling angst of each strong ego– you’re deemed to fail sooner or later. It’s all a matter of scale actually… I know a few people in the memories of whom I’ll remain as a pretty positive and cheerful souvenir and that will make me live in their heart and soul until they’ll pass away. And only for that it gave a meaning to my life, if I brought *something* to anyone’s life… No ?
2 Jody Donnelly on August 8, 2005 8:29
that’s just something I wondored for my life, I don’t mean to write a bible or the rules for living, becaaaaause however a democracy it iiis, it still got its own rules
3 Gubby on August 14, 2005 1:27
Life may be pointless, but if you enjoy it, it doesn’t matter. You could make that your point. To enjoy it.
4 Jody Donnelly on August 14, 2005 1:40
yeah i guess i could, but that’s just too much of an eff ort for me as i am too fatigued of all the pain life bnrought me, i can’t enjoy it, it would mess with my head, i won’t fool myself xoxoxox